What the hell was I thinking Chronicles

OMG. I have a video of a theatre performance that I did back in May. (May? Close enough.) We had an absolute rockin show and all felt really good about it, until we saw the video.
My daughter just plugged it into the VCR the other day looking for a movie, and GAWD, was that depressing. Some time has gone by, the show is out of my mind, and I SUCK. I sat shocked as I watched myself recite lines like it was the first time I've read them and didn't know what I was doing. DEPRESSING. My life long theatrical habit has come to a bitter end.